I love you who look like cis men
who look like cis women, you blessed shits
who look like ouppy, collared, raw doggin’ the universe
who refuse to wear an aspect the masses can grasp
I love you who see womanhood as a buffet
who see womanhood as a bullet, sapphic and lovely
who see womanhood is just performance and go off script
who see that life is constant transition and choose your own course
I love you who make art for us, like a greasy nightclub mirror
who make ends meet from noxious paradox desire
who make no assumptions that certain parts of us are taboo and shameful
who talk of sisters fucking mothers on meth knowing we dolls won’t bat an eyelash
I love you who want to hide inside of sissy cages
who want to be cisgender, and dream of being normal
who want to be with men, and dream of being safe
who never look at what you want because the world squeezes too tight
I love you who die young, die violently, die to escape
who die just to have the knife twisted, deadnamed and denied at your funerals
who die and are cast in the molds of symbols for one crusade or the other
who refuse to die dishonestly and take the risk to really live
I love you who take your bodies in your hands as clay
who take DIY E needles, boof prog, chop off balls, install esoteric alternates
who take as sovereign truth no sex, gender, genitalia
who don’t take shit from cowards, with their jackboot stars and signage
I love to sprout tits like springtime buds
drawing stares to my hairy belly
and hot pink worn with pride
having a face with built-in blackout curtains
I love spurning chasers to love tdykes who love tdykes
sharing the unspoken kinship of the sacred freak
I love hucking girlhood like a kettle from inside our big glass house
I love being able to believe
I love being a poet
I love being a slut
I love being a flirt
I love being a maybe future mother
I love being one of all of you and
as much as they stamp down on our throats and
call us out and seal us up we are sisters
and I love us all
more than any poem can ever say

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